so sad! | luvhmblonely's Blog

i just talked to my oldest daughter, i guess my youngest daughter is gonna have to dtay in oregon for a few months if not longer. she has a baby due in march and if she waits too long she wont be able to fly back home bc shes so close to her due date and as of right now theres no way to get any money together to get her home now. its just a screwed up mess, nothing is working out. i want both of my daughters home but from the way it looks neither one of them will be home any time too soon. i miss them all so much and im so lonely with them not here and there isnt a thing i can do about it.  me and the girls have always been so close and now they are thousands of miles away and the closest i can get to them or my grandkids are from a phone call. i just dont know if i can handle the next few months without them!