happy mothers day | luvhmblonely's Blog

i called my mom last night to wish her a happy mothers day and all i heard was crap about my brother and his family. they got her this and got her that and they went to the boat and my neice gratuated from college and she didnt feel like it but she went to her graduation even though she has turned down invites to go to her other family members celebrations. i really think thats so unfair to the rest of her family, this has been going on for years now and of course i have tried talking to her several times but i'm wrong and shes right and she doesnt treat anybody different! this is why i dont like calling my mom, all she talks about is my brother and his family and whats going on in their lifes and what they have done for her. i try really hard to let it go in one ear and out the other but sometimes its really hard to keep my mouth shut, i'm alot like her my mouth gets me in trouble! i know she will never change, i remember a time years ago that i was so close to my mom and dad, i ran my phone bill up hundreds of dollars bc i had to talk to them we would go to their house all the time and finally i couldn stand it any longer i just had to move closer to them. but the closenest starting separateing with us bc i seen the difference her and my dad made with my brother and his family and it really hurt! and it still hurts to this day, right now i live about an hour from her back then i lived about 3 hours from her and even though i know i should go see her more i dont. but it really isnt so much about how i feel about the difference she makes but right now we r having a hard time with the price of everything. i really love my mom but sometimes i wonder how much i really do mean to her.