a shock to hear | luvhmblonely's Blog

i was at work the other day and the nurse asked me if i remember another nurse who use to work there and i said i did....she told me she wasnt sure but she heard that she passed away. i was so shocked! well later on that day she found out that she really did pass away...we also found out that she was only 39 years old and that she had 3 kids! i didnt know her that well bc she worked second shift and im on first but i had talked to her a few times and my daughter had worked with her at one point. i knew she had problems or i heard rumors about her having problems(drug related) but i dont think anybody really knew for sure....u know how rumors get started true or not. i hate it when people say things and they really dont know what the hell they are talking about cause saying things about someone is very hurtful! anyway ever since i found out well i guess it has haunted me, i guess cause i knew her and the fact that she was so young. it knid of scares me cause i know it can happen to anyone of any age, i mean someone told me that she was at home and she told her husband she didnt feel good and she went to lay down and he heard her making a weird noise and he called an ambulance but it was too late.  i was gonna ask at work if anyone payed their respects when she was layed out but knowing all the people up there im sure they didnt. anyway i know that none of us will be on this earth forever but this has made me think of dying alot more than before.